I Thought Spring Is In The Air

Oh the weather today is just delightful outside! I’m loving it! It’s so nice to hear the birds chirping outside my window when I woke up this morning. It really made me smile even though I was still very sleepy. I just hope that it gets more warmer, though I heard on the radio that were on a winter-spring storm this weekend...I so hate it and I feel so disappointed when I heard it on the radio this morning. Ah! I just hope that the weather forecast is wrong. I really couldn't believe how crazy the weather this year. I am really looking forward to wear a short and a flip-flops next week when we drive to Boston, but I guess that will not happen.

strength and endurance are the key

Now that the weather is getting warmer ( keeping my fingers and toes crossed ) hopefully I’ll be able to do a lot of outdoors activity. I really planned to do a lot of work out too. Not only because I wanted to look sexy but of course to keep a healthy younger looking body. Although I know this is going to be difficult for me to maintain this plan, especially with my crazy schedule at work, but I will do my very best to fulfill my goal. I know that it really needs a lot of work and I would probably need the best creatine powder too to be able to get a healthier and slimmer body. But I don’t mind to sacrifice myself cause I know in the end I will be a better person.

I Love My Samsung LCD

I believe we bought our samsung lcd last 2008 when Joe was still in this world. It’s been 3 years and I’m still enjoying it. I never had to deal with any kind of problem since we got this TV.

I told my parents that they should also upgrade their old big bulky television in the TV room, when they were complaining to me about not spending time with them during family time Lol! I stated to them that I always like to watch movie and my TV shows here in my bedroom with my samsung LCD because it is much clearer and nicer.

Though recently I become so fascinated with the 3D and I was thinking maybe I can give this one I have now to my parents and I’ll bought myself a new 3D HD TV or maybe I‘ll just keep it, so when I‘m ready to get my own place I‘ll have two television.

Digging an old files

I was digging my old files and I found a bunch of old pictures of myself. One of those pictures is the one that you see above on this post. This picture was taken two years ago here in papa Kevin’s house. As you see in the background pictures there’s a lot of trophies and awards that he receives from his martial arts. Actually these are only some of the bunch that is being displayed all over in our TV room, downstairs. When I arrived here in NY and saw those trophies I was awed in surprise, so I asked mom to take a picture of myself with all these things as a background.

As what you also see in the picture is that I was very simple. My hair was still black and very long. I don’t also really wear a lot of make up. But now that I’m working I’ve change a little (only the outside though). Now my hair is reddish brown and a shorter length, but I am still me:).

I Badly Need a Vacation!

Yes, I really don't feel like coming in to work today. I usually don't feel this way. In fact I always look forward going to work. But this weekend it just too much! I am working in an Assisted Living Home Facilities but it feels like I'm working in a Psychiatric Unit. The residents are just becoming so annoying but I really couldn't get away from them since I'm the Med-Tech and I have to deal each one of them everyday for their daily medications.

Gosh! I couldn't wait for the 1st week of April to come. I really need to take a 5 days vacation to freshen up my mind. I should say that I really badly needs it so that I'll be able to enjoy my work again. I'm just so thankful that God gave me a lot of patient and understanding coz if not, probably I am going nuts and I will not be able to handle the annoying old folks. Most of them are nice though, but there are some new residents that seems like are loosing their minds (I'm sorry if I may sounds so mean).

I always tell myself to always wear a smile on my face no matter how bad the day is. For me, smiling is the best social weapon and the best make up for our face because it can really ease the tiredness. And also it can Lifts the Face and Makes us Look Younger,,,and BYOTIPOL Lol! Putting a smile to our face can also brightens up other people's face. Well, as what you see on the attache picture above...I look so tired but of course I am still smiling..

scary subject

My Grandparents are getting so old and recently they're also in and out in the hospital. Both grandparents are having health problems. Mom is so worried about them especially that they live by themselves and mom's siblings couldn't really take care of them daily.

Recently I heard mom talking to my Aunt via long distance that they need to have a funeral planning for them even though there still alive because it would be really difficult if they will plan later when there is something is going to happen to my old folks. This thing really scares me and I don't even wanna think about it, but they said that we need to do this to avoid dealing the financial problem during a period of great stress and grief.

The Power Of Facebook

After ten years of not having communications to my 3 aunts in Australia we were finally able to track them down in Facebook. Mom and I were so very happy to be able to find them in Facebook the other night. We forgot their last name since they're all married to a foreigner so it took us a while finding them.

I should say that Facebook is really powerful for giving us opportunity to connect and communicate to our long lost friends, family and relatives. I'm so thankful to this networking site. Although most of the time Facebook is the cause why I'm always exhausted in the next morning when going to work, because it prevented me from going to bed early, even though sometimes there's really no reasons to stay online on Facebook till dawn Lol!

Like tonight...I should be snoring by now but I'm still Facebooking...reading some shoutout and viewing some pictures of my Aunts in Aussie. Ha! I better put myself to bed now, or else I'm gonna be very tired giving medecines to the old folks at work tomorrow...and I can't let that happen. Okay, guys I should sleep now. Ciao!

Arguments

I had an arguments with my sister. I don't know what is going on with her but I'm mad at her right now for saying such a nonsense things that only hurt my feelings. A month ago she told me that she wanted to spend a week vacation to one of our friends in the TX. She asked me if I also would want to go. I told her that I am not really sure, and it depends on my work schedule and of course if I have money to buy an airline ticket.

Last week I figured out that I have been so stressed from work and going on a vacation would probably help me to freshen up my mind. With the line of job I have I really need to be physically and mentally motivated, but lately I am not enjoying my work as much as I used to.


Last Monday I posted to my Facebook about looking for cheap airfares going to TX, but the dear sister reacted and privately messaged me about it. She was telling me how come I wanted to spend my time to a friend and not with my family and blaah blaah. I was shocked! I thought she would be happy because I decided to come to TX so to be with them and at the same time to be with our friends as well, since that was the plan.

I burst out on fire because I did not expect she will react like that and it made me mad until we exchange hurtful words to each others. Now, I'm avoiding talking to her because I'm still upset. I couldn't understand why she reacted that way when all this things is her plan.

Dissapointed

I think the last time I had a very good long sleep was when me and Marvin spend the night in the Grand Hotel after the weeding of our friend. I was exhausted then because I had too much alcohol on my body that night. From then on, I've been having trouble getting a good night sleep.I'm not sure if its really necessary but maybe I need to change the look and feel of my bed. Maybe getting a comfortable and luxury bed sheets would help me get a good night sleep that I deserve.

Although when were in the Grand Hotel 2 weeks ago, I had a good night sleep not because I feel so comfortable with their bed.. There bed wasn't so comfortable actually. In my opinion, their hotel rooms are very expensive but the things inside in the hotel looked so cheap. Their TV was very old and the bed sheets was disappointing. I was expecting that an expensive hotel like the Grand Hotel should provide and supply their guest a good and high quality bedsheets like a Sferra kind. For me lying in a comfortable and smooth bed in the hotel that you just check in is one of the most important things. Of course I would want to be comfortable for the amount i paid to stay there.