Arguments

I had an arguments with my sister. I don't know what is going on with her but I'm mad at her right now for saying such a nonsense things that only hurt my feelings. A month ago she told me that she wanted to spend a week vacation to one of our friends in the TX. She asked me if I also would want to go. I told her that I am not really sure, and it depends on my work schedule and of course if I have money to buy an airline ticket.

Last week I figured out that I have been so stressed from work and going on a vacation would probably help me to freshen up my mind. With the line of job I have I really need to be physically and mentally motivated, but lately I am not enjoying my work as much as I used to.


Last Monday I posted to my Facebook about looking for cheap airfares going to TX, but the dear sister reacted and privately messaged me about it. She was telling me how come I wanted to spend my time to a friend and not with my family and blaah blaah. I was shocked! I thought she would be happy because I decided to come to TX so to be with them and at the same time to be with our friends as well, since that was the plan.

I burst out on fire because I did not expect she will react like that and it made me mad until we exchange hurtful words to each others. Now, I'm avoiding talking to her because I'm still upset. I couldn't understand why she reacted that way when all this things is her plan.

Dissapointed

I think the last time I had a very good long sleep was when me and Marvin spend the night in the Grand Hotel after the weeding of our friend. I was exhausted then because I had too much alcohol on my body that night. From then on, I've been having trouble getting a good night sleep.I'm not sure if its really necessary but maybe I need to change the look and feel of my bed. Maybe getting a comfortable and luxury bed sheets would help me get a good night sleep that I deserve.

Although when were in the Grand Hotel 2 weeks ago, I had a good night sleep not because I feel so comfortable with their bed.. There bed wasn't so comfortable actually. In my opinion, their hotel rooms are very expensive but the things inside in the hotel looked so cheap. Their TV was very old and the bed sheets was disappointing. I was expecting that an expensive hotel like the Grand Hotel should provide and supply their guest a good and high quality bedsheets like a Sferra kind. For me lying in a comfortable and smooth bed in the hotel that you just check in is one of the most important things. Of course I would want to be comfortable for the amount i paid to stay there.

I Almost Get It!

Last night when we got back home from the Asian Market I told the parents that I found a cheapest way to get a life insurance. I also told them both that its been a while that had been looking for cheapest way to get a life insurance. So on our way home yesterday I discussed to papa Kevin what I thought about a term life insurance. I was very interested to get it, almost have it actually. But Papa Kevin wanted me to show him the website for a better understanding. He wanted me not to rush into things because it wont do me any good for regretting later on. The insurance company pledges to pay a certain sum (death benefit) if you expire during the period agreed upon in your contract. Though papa Kevin is right I have to really think if this is the kind of insurance I would want to buy. I just need to keep reading and I'm sure I'll find what suits my needs.

Self Portrait @ Work

I just want to share a latest picture of myself at work. In this picture you'll see the 3 large medical carts behind me. I have to push them to the TV room across the nurses station every morning before handling the medications and push them back inside the nurses station after lunch time. I find this routine very tiring and hassle because all the 3 carts are loaded with so much medicine and are pretty heavy. We do this routine every day and we have no choice because the nurses station has no enough space with all this huge med carts.

I just wished that they are going to give us a bigger space station so that we can just all do our job in the nurses station. Oh well, sometimes it's ok especially when I'm by myself I have some privacy and there's no phone bugging me all the time when I'm doing my work outside the station and I can break some rules which it makes my job a lot easier Lol!

Which to buy

I know and I understand that there are so many people are looking for an easy way to lose weight. And its really becoming so difficult for us to decide which is the right diet pills to take. Especially that every single brand out there claims to be the best one. When I read the good review of one of the diet pills last night I was about to to buy it but I changed my mind in the last minute.

It was a great timing when a friend of mind called me and I discuss with her about buying a diet pills for my sister. She told me that she buy phenphedrine last week and started taking it. She also asked if my sister is really serious to shed some weight fast, she should go for phenphedrine.

I will see, and i really have to read more about this product. I want my sister to lose some weight fast but of course I want her to be safe. I hope I'll be able to find one soon.

Don't Have Enough Of Sleep

It's Saturday!!! Yay! it's my day off but I'm so tired. I forgot to turned off my alarm clock before I went to bed last night. I woke up at 5am and struggling myself back to sleep. Though, I'm able to force my sleep to get more sleep after an hour of struggling myself to get some more sleep.

Lately, I have problem getting a good night sleep. My friend advised me to take a sleeping pills but that is the last thing I want to do. As much as possible I would like to avoid taking sleeping pills.

I really want to get a good sleep and good exercise because I wanted more hgh to grow on. They said that the best releaser of growth hormone is strong exercise and secondly a good night sleep. Maybe it's about time for me to look for help to be able to get a good sleep during bedtime.

TGIF Everyone!

Thank God I'm home now. When I was at work I was tempted to go to sleep in one of our residents room. The bosses were leaving work at noon time so I was really not going to be in trouble in case if I get caught sleeping Lol! Though it wouldn't bee good and it will surely ruin my reputation.

Mom, was fussing at me too because she's not feeling well and wanted to go home sooner, but she couldn't. She has to wait me till i get off from work. She finish working at 2:30 and she is very inpatient woman when it comes to waiting. Today, I understand her because She was not feeling well. She feel nausea and dizziness around noon time. She didn't even eat lunch.

Instead of waiting for me an hour I asked her and papa Kevin to just go to the store and find the best multivitamin for men to send to the Philippines for my Lolo ( granfather ) and also the birthday cards for my nephews, so that we can save the time.

Anyhow, inspire of having this bad weather, I would like to say TGIF everyone! Have a good one.

Everything works out good today ( except, were having a bad weather ) and we were able to send the birthday cards for the nephews. Though I felt so bad because I forgot to write something inside the card and in fact I forgot to even write our names Lol! ain't that funny?Oh well, that's when happen when your mind is occupied with lots of things.

Sore Throat

Looks like I'm getting sick. When I woke up this morning to get ready for work, I feel crappy. I didn't feel like going to work, really. Then I had no choice because I really couldn't afford to miss going to work since I already miss one day of work last weekend. We had to attend a wedding and my co-worker doesn't want to switch schedule with me so I had to give up my one day schedule.

So anyway, today at work I manage to perform my job well even though I don't feel right. I was dealing a terrible headache and an itchy throat the day though at least, I'm able yo manage it and here I'm home.

Gosh! it's good to be home and I'm thankful because it's also my day off tomorrow. Though I planned to watch a movie tomorrow but I might change my mind since were also having a crappy weather today. Ugh! I so hate it were having rain and snow again. It's so depressing and it worsen my feelings.

Grouchy Mother That Is

About to go to NYC but the father is still asleep, he has to drive me going to the train station today. I hope he gets up soon before I become deaf from my moms annoying nag. Yup! you read it right, at this early she's down there in the kitchen nagging me. The reason why I have to run back here in my room to avoid her. Who would want to hear her nag at this early, anyway. Perhaps I should buy her those anti aging products that being advertised on the TV last night. With all her grouchiness and nag it wouldn't be too long shes going to really have a lot of lines on her face, that won't look so pleasant.

wanted to learn how to ski

On the 2nd weekend of march we were planning to go back to Hunter Mountain with some of our Filipino Friends. I told mama that she needs not to miss the fun of experiencing the snow tubing cause she will definitely love it. I also really want to enroll myself to a ski class. My boyfriend didn’t want me to try it before because I did not have the proper equipments and we don’t have so much time. Right now I am shopping online for some ski gear. The boyfriend told me to buy a Zeal Goggles for woman with a full vision, and a helmet compatible. Ah! I couldn’t wait, I’m very excited.