Digging an old files

I was digging my old files and I found a bunch of old pictures of myself. One of those pictures is the one that you see above on this post. This picture was taken two years ago here in papa Kevin’s house. As you see in the background pictures there’s a lot of trophies and awards that he receives from his martial arts. Actually these are only some of the bunch that is being displayed all over in our TV room, downstairs. When I arrived here in NY and saw those trophies I was awed in surprise, so I asked mom to take a picture of myself with all these things as a background.

As what you also see in the picture is that I was very simple. My hair was still black and very long. I don’t also really wear a lot of make up. But now that I’m working I’ve change a little (only the outside though). Now my hair is reddish brown and a shorter length, but I am still me:).

I Badly Need a Vacation!

Yes, I really don't feel like coming in to work today. I usually don't feel this way. In fact I always look forward going to work. But this weekend it just too much! I am working in an Assisted Living Home Facilities but it feels like I'm working in a Psychiatric Unit. The residents are just becoming so annoying but I really couldn't get away from them since I'm the Med-Tech and I have to deal each one of them everyday for their daily medications.

Gosh! I couldn't wait for the 1st week of April to come. I really need to take a 5 days vacation to freshen up my mind. I should say that I really badly needs it so that I'll be able to enjoy my work again. I'm just so thankful that God gave me a lot of patient and understanding coz if not, probably I am going nuts and I will not be able to handle the annoying old folks. Most of them are nice though, but there are some new residents that seems like are loosing their minds (I'm sorry if I may sounds so mean).

I always tell myself to always wear a smile on my face no matter how bad the day is. For me, smiling is the best social weapon and the best make up for our face because it can really ease the tiredness. And also it can Lifts the Face and Makes us Look Younger,,,and BYOTIPOL Lol! Putting a smile to our face can also brightens up other people's face. Well, as what you see on the attache picture above...I look so tired but of course I am still smiling..

scary subject

My Grandparents are getting so old and recently they're also in and out in the hospital. Both grandparents are having health problems. Mom is so worried about them especially that they live by themselves and mom's siblings couldn't really take care of them daily.

Recently I heard mom talking to my Aunt via long distance that they need to have a funeral planning for them even though there still alive because it would be really difficult if they will plan later when there is something is going to happen to my old folks. This thing really scares me and I don't even wanna think about it, but they said that we need to do this to avoid dealing the financial problem during a period of great stress and grief.

The Power Of Facebook

After ten years of not having communications to my 3 aunts in Australia we were finally able to track them down in Facebook. Mom and I were so very happy to be able to find them in Facebook the other night. We forgot their last name since they're all married to a foreigner so it took us a while finding them.

I should say that Facebook is really powerful for giving us opportunity to connect and communicate to our long lost friends, family and relatives. I'm so thankful to this networking site. Although most of the time Facebook is the cause why I'm always exhausted in the next morning when going to work, because it prevented me from going to bed early, even though sometimes there's really no reasons to stay online on Facebook till dawn Lol!

Like tonight...I should be snoring by now but I'm still Facebooking...reading some shoutout and viewing some pictures of my Aunts in Aussie. Ha! I better put myself to bed now, or else I'm gonna be very tired giving medecines to the old folks at work tomorrow...and I can't let that happen. Okay, guys I should sleep now. Ciao!

Arguments

I had an arguments with my sister. I don't know what is going on with her but I'm mad at her right now for saying such a nonsense things that only hurt my feelings. A month ago she told me that she wanted to spend a week vacation to one of our friends in the TX. She asked me if I also would want to go. I told her that I am not really sure, and it depends on my work schedule and of course if I have money to buy an airline ticket.

Last week I figured out that I have been so stressed from work and going on a vacation would probably help me to freshen up my mind. With the line of job I have I really need to be physically and mentally motivated, but lately I am not enjoying my work as much as I used to.


Last Monday I posted to my Facebook about looking for cheap airfares going to TX, but the dear sister reacted and privately messaged me about it. She was telling me how come I wanted to spend my time to a friend and not with my family and blaah blaah. I was shocked! I thought she would be happy because I decided to come to TX so to be with them and at the same time to be with our friends as well, since that was the plan.

I burst out on fire because I did not expect she will react like that and it made me mad until we exchange hurtful words to each others. Now, I'm avoiding talking to her because I'm still upset. I couldn't understand why she reacted that way when all this things is her plan.

Dissapointed

I think the last time I had a very good long sleep was when me and Marvin spend the night in the Grand Hotel after the weeding of our friend. I was exhausted then because I had too much alcohol on my body that night. From then on, I've been having trouble getting a good night sleep.I'm not sure if its really necessary but maybe I need to change the look and feel of my bed. Maybe getting a comfortable and luxury bed sheets would help me get a good night sleep that I deserve.

Although when were in the Grand Hotel 2 weeks ago, I had a good night sleep not because I feel so comfortable with their bed.. There bed wasn't so comfortable actually. In my opinion, their hotel rooms are very expensive but the things inside in the hotel looked so cheap. Their TV was very old and the bed sheets was disappointing. I was expecting that an expensive hotel like the Grand Hotel should provide and supply their guest a good and high quality bedsheets like a Sferra kind. For me lying in a comfortable and smooth bed in the hotel that you just check in is one of the most important things. Of course I would want to be comfortable for the amount i paid to stay there.

I Almost Get It!

Last night when we got back home from the Asian Market I told the parents that I found a cheapest way to get a life insurance. I also told them both that its been a while that had been looking for cheapest way to get a life insurance. So on our way home yesterday I discussed to papa Kevin what I thought about a term life insurance. I was very interested to get it, almost have it actually. But Papa Kevin wanted me to show him the website for a better understanding. He wanted me not to rush into things because it wont do me any good for regretting later on. The insurance company pledges to pay a certain sum (death benefit) if you expire during the period agreed upon in your contract. Though papa Kevin is right I have to really think if this is the kind of insurance I would want to buy. I just need to keep reading and I'm sure I'll find what suits my needs.

Self Portrait @ Work

I just want to share a latest picture of myself at work. In this picture you'll see the 3 large medical carts behind me. I have to push them to the TV room across the nurses station every morning before handling the medications and push them back inside the nurses station after lunch time. I find this routine very tiring and hassle because all the 3 carts are loaded with so much medicine and are pretty heavy. We do this routine every day and we have no choice because the nurses station has no enough space with all this huge med carts.

I just wished that they are going to give us a bigger space station so that we can just all do our job in the nurses station. Oh well, sometimes it's ok especially when I'm by myself I have some privacy and there's no phone bugging me all the time when I'm doing my work outside the station and I can break some rules which it makes my job a lot easier Lol!

Which to buy

I know and I understand that there are so many people are looking for an easy way to lose weight. And its really becoming so difficult for us to decide which is the right diet pills to take. Especially that every single brand out there claims to be the best one. When I read the good review of one of the diet pills last night I was about to to buy it but I changed my mind in the last minute.

It was a great timing when a friend of mind called me and I discuss with her about buying a diet pills for my sister. She told me that she buy phenphedrine last week and started taking it. She also asked if my sister is really serious to shed some weight fast, she should go for phenphedrine.

I will see, and i really have to read more about this product. I want my sister to lose some weight fast but of course I want her to be safe. I hope I'll be able to find one soon.

Don't Have Enough Of Sleep

It's Saturday!!! Yay! it's my day off but I'm so tired. I forgot to turned off my alarm clock before I went to bed last night. I woke up at 5am and struggling myself back to sleep. Though, I'm able to force my sleep to get more sleep after an hour of struggling myself to get some more sleep.

Lately, I have problem getting a good night sleep. My friend advised me to take a sleeping pills but that is the last thing I want to do. As much as possible I would like to avoid taking sleeping pills.

I really want to get a good sleep and good exercise because I wanted more hgh to grow on. They said that the best releaser of growth hormone is strong exercise and secondly a good night sleep. Maybe it's about time for me to look for help to be able to get a good sleep during bedtime.